Little Star of Mine....

Thank you to all you guys who actually remember.
To An, thank you for your threat. Yati, thanks for the gift.
and to my lovely third brother who thought that i'm younger than i suppose to be, next time, dont assume. calculate it! huhu~~

it was like all other my day in the past. B O R I N G .
i actually believe that on my day, i will have bad luck. my prediction this year is still correct. i dont know why i had such a luck.

i think that if there is a gift  that i REALLY want for this year, it would be 'some privacy'. i need this one right now.

to myself: be good and be you.

ja~!

warning:contain spoiler..

Code Blue
how can i put it? it's amazing to watch the doctors. the flight doctors are amazing~!
Yamapi is still Yamapi. his character in this one does not differ much with him in Kurosagi and Dragon Zakura. i am dissapointed! yappari, Akira is still my fav Yamapi's character.
is Gakki the second lead? seems like it but i love Erika more. the clumsy doctor is cute. and funny too.
i thought i read it somewhere that Erika is the one who play a daughter of successful doctors. turns out, it's Gakki.
wonder which one will fall for Yamapi's character. who is it again? Aikawa Kousaku,right? huhuhu..this will be interesting..
*patiently waiting for 2nd episode subs for more Erika and the cute doctor~*

Maou
it's A W E S O M E ! !
As expected from combination of Riida and Toma.
the story line is good. although it's quite confusing, at first, to figure who was the one holding the knife in the school students incident..
Riida is a kakkoi devil ne~..haha..he's great in the suit.
Toma Ikuta plays a different character from his previous, successfully. he's a great actor! compare him in HanaKimi, Honey&Clover and this one. it's totally different him. unlike Yamapi. no offence please coz it is a fact.
*ok,let's stop here about them. i sounds like a DHF of Toma here but i dont mind*
i'm TOTALLY hooked to this one.
i can't stand the fact that i have to wait for the next episode. time seems fly so slow..

one more episode to finish Gokusen 3.  i should stop watching this jdorama in the 1st three episodes. the story line is so annoyingly the same in each one. i just make sure to finish it becoz of Ren or Miura Haruma..haha..typical me!

< life rant >
i totally hate those who think they're angels.
i dont know how this sem going to be. i'm nearly nuts with her act. oh pleazzz~!!!

 
ja~!

hectic
that is how my 1st day of new semester.
skipped all classes today for the sake of add and drop the subjects and the result...i have to reschedule it.
it is 10 minutes to 11p.m. and i'm still having headache from rescheduling my classes for the nth time. it still a mess.
to i think that i will not be able to 'fangirl' much this sem just break my heart. hahaha..no no..

what would u do, when u're torn, standing between two friends. not knowing how to weight. with who should i take the next step...? argh!!

this, all reality-life thing just .... i dont know. nuisance, may be. i should lead my own life but in the end, usually, it becomes a disaster. worse than it could be..my indecisiveness ..give me more headache. arghh!!

i'm rather a live-in-the-moment kind of person so future is scary. even when i just think of it. they're wonderful,aren't they? those people who can plan what they wanna do. argh!!

ok. this is the result of too much thinking.
shouldn't be thinking too much or i'll end up having mental problem..haha..

that is how my 1st day of new semester.
hectic

ja..

firstly,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NINO

Ninomiyakazunari

second,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASSU~! *chu~!*

Massu06

2 comments

If you had to write your autobiography in 6 words, what would you write?
Submitted by mitzie.

She tried and sometimes she failed.

i like to assumed that almost everyone knows about this already.
Yamapi's new jdorama [Code Blue] with Aragaki Yui and Toda Erika.
what a bless~! 3 of my favorite actor are in this jdorama. not that i love Gakki that much but since i watch [Dragon Zakura], i started to like her a bit and hate Masami more and more. buahaha..
i cant use the phrase "cant wait for this" coz this is not as thrilling as [Maou]. anyhow, since it's those three, i'm looking forward to watch it. and Yamapi as a doctor(?)-in-training..cant imagine it. with the white coat... XD
one thing that bother me about this jdorama is whether it can survive with only the cast, on the rating part. isnt there  too much medical jdorama already? how can this be different? i really, REALLY, hope that it wont turn out to be one of those jdorama that people get hype about but the rating is low. *cough-isshun-cough-osen*
there's rumors around the net about Gakki and Erika, being cold toward each other. not that they're hating. i think the word 'dislike' is more suitable to describe their relationship. it make me wonder whether they can make it through in this.
anyway, when i first know of this news, what strike me was, 'yay~! another Yamapi jdorama plus Erika and Gakki'. have anyone think about how is he doing in Uni? this is wayyy out of my business but can he make it? yet another season of NEWS - jdorama - Uni ... or he might be graduating next year instead of September like he said.

oh, i don't know. stories i read online make me dizzy. and confuse. okay, my own fault for reading those but some people, even his own fan, started to say bad things and doubts his ability. some said he get into that Uni through back door. some other stories like the story about him asking what 'be' means in his Uni English class, just confirm what people said. LOL..mind you, if he asked that in high school English class, people would even mind but he is a Uni student already..

well, rumors can be true and possibly be false.

just dont wanna trust anything that i read but some stuff just stick to your mind like glue and i cant do anything. forgive me if i wrote too much.

ja~!

*off looking for more summer jdorama*

what's left of an ex-fangirl? that is what i wonder for this time being.. arghh..this question make my head hurt. i've never think of what will happen when i leave all this fandom behind. jdorama. Johnny's boys. JEntertaiment. owh, noooo..i cant imagine life without it~!
haha..just exaggerating..well, life must go on with or without it. just as simple as that. nothing serious will happen to us, right?
currently chatting with one of 'them'. by 'them', i meant ex-fangirl. she left all this fandom becoz of study. mmm..good choice. i would do the same thing if i was in her shoes. she sorted her priorities alright. as for me, i have no intention to do so anytime soon.

just finished watching Nino's documentary. uwahh..now i see him in a new light !
he seems to work very hard ne..they all do..i cant think how they manage to do all the work and have less rest. cant even imagine..
Clint Eastwood said he's professional. a rare compliment from a pro himself.

also watched MS with HSJ and Kattun. i just download it for HSJ, actually, and want to listen to Junno's solo. well, what i can say is that i feel like vomiting while watching Kattun's solo medley. *make vomiting sound*
tolong lah~~! ( - - # )

< rant of the day start >

didn't sleep at all the other nite. end up sleeping around 615 am. thanks to Nadya for chatting with me through YM . i feel comfortable and less afraid. of what? of the dark. of the silence. my roommate already asleep and i was the only one still couldn't close my eyes. 'thanks' to the ghost movies and stories that i heard in the evening.
well, couldn't-sleep-nite is time for downloading activities and other nite, i manage to download  3rd part of Arashi's AAA+Dome concert DVD ( thanks to sakurai-storm @ vox). yay for that~! at least, i get something for not sleeping. haha..
i still cannot forget the thing happened last two weeks. i can forgive, even for unasked forgiveness, but to forget, i dont think so. i'm that kind of person. if i'm bad, i dont care...
life's not that good after all. it's about being mean. "friendship is about betraying and being betrayed"- Inoo Kei of HSJ. sometimes, i agree with him.

ja !

economy, financial, accounting and whatever that related to money-profit-cost and etc, are plain .....boring,i think. looking back in secondary school when i decide to take accounting, i didn't take it becoz i like it but becoz i have no other choice. biology is not me. learn it about a week, i still didn't get anything at all.
arghh!!!!!
engineering economic, i have this feeling that i'm gonna hate and fail this subject. last night's test was a disaster~!
oh God, please spare me!
well, i guess i can say that to understand the concept is easy but to understand what the heck the questions want, make me angry with the lecturer. why cant he ask in simple English? SIMPLE ! i was reading the question like 40 times but still didn't get the idea of the questions.
i was thinking to write this last night but i was too devastated and i need a good night sleep to calm myself.
but still...
arghh!!!!!
i spent two my day off studying and the end result...(T_T)...
anyway, hope he consider a second test or a make up test since almost ALL of us cant answer. hopefully. *praying hard*
arghh!!!!!
i HATE chatterbox people. seriously,cant they read the atmosphere?

hmm...
i just want this sem to end. i cant stand it anymore. that's all.

ja~!!